When we think of being pregnant, we think of being entrusted with the birth of a child, an idea, a gift, hope, and or a promise. It can be tangible or intangible and today let’s talk about an intangible pregnancy that can only be imparted by the Holy Spirit in us. A pregnancy that must be pursued into fruition only if we acknowledge it. It’s a pregnancy with a divine purpose that requires being searched out and developed for the glory of God.
King David tells us in the book of Proverbs 16:4, “The Lord hath made all things for Himself,…” In other words, all things that we can or cannot touch were made by God. The apostle John reiterated David’s declaration when he said in St. John 1:3, “All things were made by Him (Jesus), and without Him was not anything made that was made.” We must therefore look beyond the tangible that we can literally touch and wait for, in the natural birthing of a baby from our womb.
There are the pregnancies of ideas, skills, and dreams that have been planted in us, and like the natural baby, they come with a purpose. We must first believe that we were created for a purpose and with a purpose in the mind of God. What did God Himself say, “For I know the thoughts I think towards you, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you an expected end” (Jeremiah 29:11 KJV). The Apostle Paul explains it clearly when he says, our own completeness is only realized in Christ, who is the authority over all authorities, and the supreme power over all powers (Phillips). We come completely packaged by God for a purpose. We are not empty and we are not diminished, we are complete in God. This is why we do not compare ourselves with others because we all come complete in God for our assigned purpose and not someone else’s.
Each and every one of us has been created with a purpose and for a purpose and until it is realized and birthed through us we become tormented and restless from within. As we allow God to develop our purpose we must look for expression of that purpose. We must realize it, discover it and seek to develop it for delivery. Our purpose is never chosen or selected by us for us, it is bestowed upon us by the Holy Spirit and as God positions or plants us in His garden, there is where we must express it.
After a while, it becomes difficult to not do what we were called to do. For our own inner peace we must pursue the purpose we have been impregnated with whether we like it, approve of it or not. A vivid example is seen in the testimony of the Prophet Jeremiah whom God had told that even before he was conceived in his mother’s womb he was ordained to be a prophet to the nations (Jeremiah 1:5). This purpose for Jeremiah being born did not always sit well with him because it brought conflict and tension with the people to whom he must speak on behalf of God.
God did not ask Jeremiah if he would like to be a prophet if he would like to speak to nations on His behalf, it was bestowed upon him, it was assigned to him and it was his responsibility to understand what it entailed and run with it. And he did, but we find as in many instances, there is a particular situation where he was not enjoying his assignment. This assignment was causing him much pain and he decided to talk to God about it. God had sent him to speak to the kings of Judah and citizens of Jerusalem because of their wickedness, how they had “turned the valley into a place of shame and wickedness (Jeremiah 19:4a). Jeremiah was told to tell them that God said, He “will bring terrible evil upon the place, so terrible that the ears of those who hear it will prickle (19:3).
Who wants to deliver such a message, however justifiable it is? But Jeremiah had no choice in the matter, this was what he was impregnated with, to speak to the nations on God’s behalf, being the mouthpiece for God and not to be afraid of their faces (Jeremiah 1:8). So here he must execute his assignment against his inner peace because this is what he is called to do and he did. But he didn’t hesitate to let God know how painful it was for him, for after he delivered God’s no-nonsense message to the people, and was imprisoned for it, he turned to the Lord and said,
“O Lord, you deceived me when you promised me your help. I have to give them your messages because you are stronger than I am (meaning I do not have the power to stand against you and say no) but now I am the laughingstock of the city, mocked by all. You have never once let me speak a word of kindness to them, always it is disaster and horror and destruction. No wonder they scoff and mock and make my name a household joke” (Jeremiah 20:6-8 TLB).
Yes, our assignment can be painful, it can be hard and cause us much discomfort and unease, but we have to stick with it because to vacate it brings inner turmoil that far outweighs the discomfort of doing what we are called to do. Jeremiah further says,
“I can’t quit! For if I say I’ll never again mention the Lord – never more speak in his name, then his word in my heart is like fire that burns in my bones, and I can’t hold it in any longer” (Jeremiah 20:9 TLB).
This is what being pregnant is all about. Pregnant on assignment. Jeremiah couldn’t quit because of the inner turmoil or unrest it brought to his inner peace. Earlier when God had informed him of his calling, he reported what God had said to him,
“The Lord said unto me, say not, I am a child: for thou shalt go to all that I shall send thee, and whatsoever I command thee thou shalt speak. Be not afraid of their faces: for I am with thee to deliver thee” (Jeremiah 1:7-8 KJV).
This brings me to the realization that when we have been impregnated with purpose by God, we do not have the choice of saying no. It is for us to discover what is our purpose, how we must execute it even if and when we do not have the fanfare of the world or we do not feel good about it. What we do not have the privilege of, is to just sit idly by doing nothing. As God’s creation, God’s people, we must take the necessary responsibility to enquire of God what our purpose is by staying connected to Him and then actually begin to do that thing however small or insignificant it may seem.
God must be able to trust us with the little things before He will entrust us with more and much more. It is so important for us to take the responsibility to discover our purpose and having discovered it, develop in it to the excellence God seeks. Very often it is not even about us but God will choose and assign us to others or for the benefit of others. God said of the Apostle Paul at the time of his conversion, “… he is a chosen vessel unto me, to bear my name before the Gentiles and kings, and the children of Israel: for I will shew him how great things he must suffer for my name’s sake” (Acts 9:15-16).
We all know what things Paul suffered but not once did he vacate his offices. He endured rejection, imprisonment, beatings, and threats to his life, and he kept doing the will of the Father until at the end he was able to boldly declare, “I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith: henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, shall give me at that day: and not to me only, but unto all them also that love his appearing” (2 Timothy 4: 7-8 KJV). He says the crown of righteousness to be received in our faithfulness is not only for him but for everyone who would be faithful to their assignment as he was at the coming of the Lord.
Living in our purpose is a sacrifice of ourselves to and for others. Remember we are created for a purpose and with a purpose and it behooves us to discover it and do it to the honor and glory of God. For as Paul indicated there will be a day of reckoning when we would either be crowned or not for what we have done or have not done with the purpose of God. This is the time to get moving and do something.
Blessings upon Blessings.
